I WE thrill too strangely at the masters touch; | |
| We shrink too sadly from the larger self | |
| Which for its own completeness agitates | |
| And undetermines us; we do not feel | |
| We dare not feel it yetthe splendid shame | 5 |
| Of uncreated failure; we forget, | |
| The while we groan, that Gods accomplishment | |
| Is always and unfailingly at hand. | |
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II TUMULTUOUSLY void of a clean scheme | |
| Whereon to build, whereof to formulate, | 10 |
| The legion life that riots in mankind | |
| Goes ever plunging upward, up and down, | |
| Most like some crazy regiment at arms, | |
| Undisciplined of aught but Ignorance, | |
| And ever led resourcelessly along | 15 |
| To brainless carnage by drunk trumpeters. | |
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III TO me the groaning of world-worshippers | |
| Rings like a lonely music played in hell | |
| By one with art enough to cleave the walls | |
| Of heaven with his cadence, but without | 20 |
| The wisdom or the will to comprehend | |
| The strangeness of his own perversity, | |
| And all without the courage to deny | |
| The profit and the pride of his defeat. | |
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IV WHILE we are drilled in error, we are lost | 25 |
| Alike to truth and usefulness. We think | |
| We are great warriors now, and we can brag | |
| Like Titans; but the world is growing young, | |
| And we, the fools of time, are growing with it: | |
| We do not fight to-day, we only die; | 30 |
| We are too proud of death, and too ashamed | |
| Of God, to know enough to be alive. | |
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V THERE is one battle-field whereon we fall | |
| Triumphant and unconquered; but, alas! | |
| We are too fleshly fearful of ourselves | 35 |
| To fight there till our days are whirled and blurred | |
| By sorrow, and the ministering wheels | |
| Of anguish take us eastward, where the clouds | |
| Of human gloom are lost against the gleam | |
| That shines on Thoughts impenetrable mail. | 40 |
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VI WHEN we shall hear no more the cradle-songs | |
| Of ageswhen the timeless hymns of Love | |
| Defeat them and outsound themwe shall know | |
| The rapture of that large release which all | |
| Right science comprehends; and we shall read, | 45 |
| With unoppressed and unoffended eyes, | |
| That record of All-Soul whereon God writes | |
| In everlasting runes the truth of Him. | |
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VII THE GUERDON of new childhood is repose: | |
| Once he has read the primer of right thought, | 50 |
| A man may claim between two smithy strokes | |
| Beatitude enough to realize | |
| Gods parallel completeness in the vague | |
| And incommensurable excellence | |
| That equitably uncreates itself | 55 |
| And makes a whirlwind of the Universe. | |
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VIII THERE is no loneliness:no matter where | |
| We go, nor whence we come, nor what good friends | |
| Forsake us in the seeming, we are all | |
| At one with a complete companionship; | 60 |
| And though forlornly joyless be the ways | |
| We travel, the compensate spirit-gleams | |
| Of Wisdom shaft the darkness here and there, | |
| Like scattered lamps in unfrequented streets. | |
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IX WHEN one that you and I had all but sworn | 65 |
| To be the purest thing God ever made | |
| Bewilders us until at last it seems | |
| An angel has come back restigmatized, | |
| Faith wavers, and we wonder what there is | |
| On earth to make us faithful any more, | 70 |
| But never are quite wise enough to know | |
| The wisdom that is in that wonderment. | |
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X WHERE does a dead man go?The dead man dies; | |
| But the free life that would no longer feed | |
| On fagots of outburned and shattered flesh | 75 |
| Wakes to a thrilled invisible advance, | |
| Unchained (or fettered else) of memory; | |
| And when the dead man goes it seems to me | |
| T were better for us all to do away | |
| With weeping, and be glad that he is gone. | 80 |
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XI STILL through the dusk of dead, blank-legended, | |
| And unremunerative years we search | |
| To get where life begins, and still we groan | |
| Because we do not find the living spark | |
| Where no spark ever was; and thus we die, | 85 |
| Still searching, like poor old astronomers | |
| Who totter off to bed and go to sleep, | |
| To dream of untriangulated stars. | |
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XII WITH conscious eyes not yet sincere enough | |
| To pierce the glimmered cloud that fluctuates | 90 |
| Between me and the glorifying light | |
| That screens itself with knowledge, I discern | |
| The searching rays of wisdom that reach through | |
| The mist of shames infirm credulity, | |
| And infinitely wonder if hard words | 95 |
| Like mine have any message for the dead. | |
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XIII I GRANT you friendship is a royal thing, | |
| But none shall ever know that royalty | |
| For what it is till he has realized | |
| His best friend in himself. T is then, perforce, | 100 |
| That mans unfettered faith indemnifies | |
| Of its own conscious freedom the old shame, | |
| And loves revealed infinitude supplants | |
| Of its own wealth and wisdom the old scorn. | |
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XIV THOUGH the sick beast infect us, we are fraught | 105 |
| Forever with indissoluble Truth, | |
| Wherein redress reveals itself divine, | |
| Transitional, transcendent. Grief and loss, | |
| Disease and desolation, are the dreams | |
| Of wasted excellence; and every dream | 110 |
| Has in it something of an ageless fact | |
| That flouts deformity and laughs at years. | |
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XV WE lack the courage to be where we are: | |
| We love too much to travel on old roads, | |
| To triumph on old fields; we love too much | 115 |
| To consecrate the magic of dead things, | |
| And yieldingly to linger by long walls | |
| Of ruin, where the ruinous moonlight | |
| That sheds a lying glory on old stones | |
| Befriends us with a wizards enmity. | 120 |
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XVI SOMETHING as one with eyes that look below | |
| The battle-smoke to glimpse the foemans charge, | |
| We through the dust of downward years may scan | |
| The onslaught that awaits this idiot world | |
| Where blood pays blood for nothing, and where life | 125 |
| Pays life to madness, till at last the ports | |
| Of gilded helplessness be battered through | |
| By the still crash of salvatory steel. | |
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XVII TO you that sit with Sorrow like chained slaves, | |
| And wonder if the night will ever come, | 130 |
| I would say this: The night will never come, | |
| And sorrow is not always. But my words | |
| Are not enough; your eyes are not enough; | |
| The soul itself must insulate the Real, | |
| Or ever you do cherish in this life | 135 |
| In this life or in any liferepose. | |
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XVIII LIKE a white wall whereon forever breaks | |
| Unsatisfied the tumult of green seas, | |
| Mans unconjectured godliness rebukes | |
| With its imperial silence the lost waves | 140 |
| Of insufficient grief. This mortal surge | |
| That beats against us now is nothing else | |
| Than plangent ignorance. Truth neither shakes | |
| Nor wavers; but the world shakes, and we shriek. | |
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XIX NOR jewelled phrase nor mere mellifluous rhyme | 145 |
| Reverberates aright, or ever shall, | |
| One cadence of that infinite plain-song | |
| Which is itself all music. Stronger notes | |
| Than any that have ever touched the world | |
| Must ring to tell itring like hammer-blows, | 150 |
| Right-echoed of a chime primordial, | |
| On anvils, in the gleaming of Gods forge. | |
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XX THE PROPHET of dead words defeats himself: | |
| Whoever would acknowledge and include | |
| The foregleam and the glory of the real, | 155 |
| Must work with something else than pen and ink | |
| And painful preparation: he must work | |
| With unseen implements that have no names, | |
| And he must win withal, to do that work, | |
| Good fortitude, clean wisdom, and strong skill. | 160 |
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XXI TO curse the chilled insistence of the dawn | |
| Because the free gleam lingers; to defraud | |
| The constant opportunity that lives | |
| Unchallenged in all sorrow; to forget | |
| For this large prodigality of gold | 165 |
| That larger generosity of thought, | |
| These are the fleshly clogs of human greed, | |
| The fundamental blunders of mankind. | |
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XXII FOREBODINGS are the fiends of Recreance; | |
| The master of the moment, the clean seer | 170 |
| Of ages, too securely scans what is, | |
| Ever to be appalled at what is not; | |
| He sees beyond the groaning borough lines | |
| Of Hell, Gods highways gleaming, and he knows | |
| That Loves complete communion is the end | 175 |
| Of anguish to the liberated man. | |
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XXIII HERE by the windy docks I stand alone, | |
| But yet companioned. There the vessel goes, | |
| And there my friend goes with it; but the wake | |
| That melts and ebbs between that friend and me | 180 |
| Loves earnest is of Lifes all-purposeful | |
| And all-triumphant sailing, when the ships | |
| Of Wisdom loose their fretful chains and swing | |
| Forever from the crumbled wharves of Time. | |